The old man at the top of the hill
poisoned my dog when I was a child;
I was warned not to make accusation.
As I grew, his face gnarled;
I watched him take on the look of cancer.
It taught me early to leave revenge be:
evil, like an unloved home, meets its end
when left to fall in on itself.
I keep having this dream where
the white man isn’t angry
the black man entered
the white house.
When I wake up, the white man
has stolen everything.
I tell my neighbors but they don’t believe me
because he’s a white man wearing a red hat
and says he owns a bible.
They tell me he is our president and I don’t believe them
because I remember voting with my nephew
on my hip, his chubby fingers reaching for the ballot
while telling myself:
I’m with her because he’s with me.
I keep having this dream, America,
and you keep building more doors
for white men to enter our houses.
There Are Too Many Memes by FuzzyHoser, literature
Literature
There Are Too Many Memes
2016, it’s not funny anymore.
Donald J. Trump, president elect: I reject.
I reject.
I reject.
Doesn’t matter, they say.
This is a red state, they say.
We’re outnumbered by the right kind.
I’m the white kind,
but not the right kind—
a woman & for all they know:
The screen door
swings open.
She jumps–
off her guard;
on edge
all evening.
This house
has no ghosts.
Husband’s home.
She eyes him
coldly,
wondering:
how much
he’ll haunt her.
My sister wishes for a little girl to stand next to her son,
to have my eyes & her curiosity. Sometimes I want to see
how far my car can go before turning around all because
I miss someone or some thing. She says I have hips meant
for birthing, which I could take offense to if she were
anyone else. If I were anyone else, the idea of being
someone’s every morning might be everything. Nothing
might be what I’ll grow used to. My sister holds her belly,
her son inside, waiting for his life to begin; I look at maps,
wondering where I’d feel at home & if I’ll ever learn
my way around regrets. She worries about shelter &
I do not need you
to pray for me.
I am a common woman,
prideful
&
reckless,
lust-ridden
&
forbidden
by your kind:
those who point to me,
wanting to anoint me
with all things pure,
unsure
of my worth
until I feign their ways.
I am no follower
of fire and brimstone;
&
as your kind says of me:
I am too far gone.
Three months is my average; rarely
do I last any longer playing the role
of lover. I’ve dared myself to resist
the urge to leave, but it goes against
my truths. When lust-minded hands
turn to watchful eyes, I try to decide
if it’s worth it to be wanted for more
than late hours. Lovers begin to see me
as someone to bring home, to occupy
their houses. I find the exits too easily.